MyrthTwilight

So, it's been a while yet again. I haven't kept my promise to be more active, submit more, and whatnot. Sorry about that. Mostly what's happened is I've reached a low tide time in my life. I've been getting sick a -lot-. I went to therapy, lost my therapist. Moved twice, once to a different house in the same town I was living in before, and the most recent move to a different town. There's no real friends of mine around here, no easy way for me to get to my other friends. Life has been sucking. A lot. Then, I pulled into my shell again. Stopped replying to things, stopped checking up on how people were, stopped talking, just stopped. Now

Well, I keep forgetting to update this journal. Pretty much, I've been just trying to live, learn, and become still better. I still am taking photos, still am drawing, and still am writing. I'm even still collecting the abjds that reflect my characters. Though, in many ways, I've changed. I've grown older mentally and physically. The trait that I had for dressing in female clothing is starting to go away. Not because I wish it to, but because those around me are starting to question the wrong things. Hopefully, I'll post some newer things up. Probably won't, but do try to hope for it. Maybe if you wish hard enough, it'll actually happen.

So, hopefully I will start updating again now that summer's here and faire's this weekend. Why did I wait so long again? Honestly, because I've been hoping to get a better camera, some more of my boys, and possibly become more popular on here. But I wish to update. Those things are starting to mean less, the popularity means nothing now even. I will be bringing you more pictures of my boys, lots of faire, some of flowers and nature. Also, I'm hoping to put some things that I've sewn together, or fixed up onto here as well...We'll see if I do. Ren is quite lazy.